The Departure

Have been away from Singapore for almost a month now,and nonetheless that I expect him to walk away from my life so soon,when I need him the most to be with me here.Neither did I expect him to change his attitude towards me so drastically,so Im very sad and disappointed with him now.

I left Singapore on 13th Feb,one day before Valentine's Day.I know that I cant spend my V's Day there,so I decided to buy him a gift on the 12th.On that day,I just cant wait for him to finish work so that we can go for pre-Valentine celebration.I bought a CK necklace which worth 130dolar.We went for dinner at a Korean Restaurant at Novena.He keep asking me whats inside the CKbag,but I told him its nothg but a farewell gift for me.But in the end I just cant keep the secret anymore because I wanna c the happy expression on his face when he see the gift.He seems to like it alot,and I expected him to give me a surprise too.But I came to my disappointment when he said he didnt prepare any,that he got no time to buy.Not that I want his present,but its the thought that is annoying me.He got 3 weeks holiday in Japan and he didnt have time to prepare anythg?
Didnt he want to make me feel happy and special just once a year?
Or am I not important to him that he dont have to care about my feeling?...

Anyway we have spent 2days together before he sent me off at the airport,we both wore the Happy Ending T'shirt that we bought at Bangkok...with an expectations that we both will live happily together,but yet neither did i know that those words actually have sad lyrics in it...Its ironically sad..