Back in Singapore

It has been 6days since I came back to Singapore, and everyday has been going out to meet different groups of friends.

day 1 & 2 - Met Jenson and Esther and my bro, it has been a nice outing, being with the people that u familiar with, and Im grateful that my bro is here, at least there is sum1 that I know definitely will be there for me regardless of anythg, that I can rely on here...we went to Hongkong Cafe at Liang Seah St,followed by pool session and dinner at Lerk Thai. First time knowing my bro is so pro in pool ,maybe I should pick up some skills for him . It was great.

Sunday -went out with Liemei for shopping trip pat Far East Plaza...it was a fruitful trip indeed. i got tops,belts,shoes and was very satisfied with it.Spend like almost 100 on everything, which is quite worth it.

Monday-met Lihua and Jack for lunch, and as usual I was late lucky Jack2 nva scold me hohoho.
I felt so excited to see them..they totally nva changed at all =) but too bad they were too busy that they need to rush off after that, so we had planned to go out after 1st Dec.Gambate guys!

I felt abit loss suddenly so free, maybe time to plan my diet and exercise routine...

Finally its over...enjoying holiday now =)

So Finally everything is done!!!hehe Finished my DS, BTD and HTD 2500essay which is enough to suffocate me for the whole year!!! Goshhh!!!!

Although I didnt feel satisfied with my final work ,because of the rendering that i spend so long but turn out to be not quite what i wanted, and didnt manage to convery my idea that well, Im happy that its finished on time!!! Thanks Chengngai for lending me ur powerful baby for my render =)

I promised myself this time that I will pick up handdrawn skill, which can save me so much time if I can master it well...No point regretting,just have to do better next year!!!Although next year the Digital Architecture sounds scary enough to drive me nuts :X , as u know Im not fated with computer..LOLX

Btw life is good , had 2 celebration dinner and lunch at Kristy's and Jenny's, and Jenny cooked me a very nice stewed(is it stew?) LOL or sumthg like pork and egg with black sauce, which is v nice........Thank you Jenny =)

Decided to go Sydney like 1 day before the flight and after the bbq , so its kinda rush for me . Its like presentation just over,still in the midst of clearing my mind off the sch work and here I am in Sydney already.

Day 1- went to UNSW to see Lionel's presentation. His work is always so impressive even tho didnt manage to complete everything.=) And he accompanied me whole nite until like 11pm even tho he didnt slp the nite b4. So nice of him.. thanks Lionel =)

Going out for my date with Yuvi tomorrow night. Im so excited and looking forward to it... Yayyy

口不对心

愉快吗无人看穿我灵魂
谁人像个快乐人却每天悄悄独行
独个等原来也可以负人
明明共你这样衬为何做了你的良朋
若你哭怎么可放心让我可替你伤心
在这刹回望你回望我逃避你太不幸
是我的口总不对心若你窥看我的心
谁在挽着你的手跟你前奔
谁都不懂这快乐人长街之中看似多动人
红灯差点到了指尖却要在等
从不开心这快乐人
谈天说地却怕这刻勇敢做人

A song that is able to touch my heart- Esther thanks for sending me =) Lets emo together LOL

Sweet and bitter,
that's what it is;
Sharing and compromise,
seems to be hardest scope;

Take on this journey,
to search for one that is worthy;
So few has come and depart,
but still the traces are not as much;

Same path, different soul,
each give rise to memory of their own;
more of you and lesser of me,
when will there lies an equity;

Pampered, loving and submissive,
is what you had been offered ;
Surrounded by your affection,
those are the sweetest days we had shared;
yet there lies an invisible distance,
a gap which we had known from beginning;
which believed to be conquerable;
but yet it lost to the fact of reality,

Although we took on our own path,
but there wasn't any regret;
for you had filled my memories with joy,
thus the remembrance is worth staying;

Then another day has come,
when the heart was ready to disclose itself;
seeking for the remedy ,
to be able to breath the air once again;

Despite of cure, it is a total despair,
a promise that would never happen;
story with beautiful beginning and misery ending,
just like an unsolved puzzle;
that leaves the mind blank and puzzled,
just like that, the pieces has been scattered;
losing faith for what it initially persists,
timid and protective , is what it has becomed;

But yet this journey need to be proceed,
even with fear and threat;
for there still lies a slight of hope,
to find back the sincerity and love that has faded.

Suayness strikes

I cant believe how "suay" I am nowadays....let me tell you what happened in a week that is bad enough to piss me off.

• Tuesday -I got my BTD result and feedback session . Result is totally a disappointed . I FAILED IT!!! regardless of my handwork on model . Not even a Pass! Gosh I am so sad at that moment even expected its not going to be good but neither do I expect it to be failed. Justin (my lecturer) said that if i have done better with my documentation I will even get a Distinction for my design. From our talk I tried to tell him how well I understand it and hope he knew it. He said he can see my intention but its not recorded in the documentation so still he cant give me a pass. Emo , sad and disappointed.my ethernet cable spoiled, wanted to go online bcoz of sianess but end up too fed up and went to sleep.
  

• Wednesday

Today is another bad luck day. Kena hit by rugby ball while buying coffee from the stand outside my studio . It hit so hard on my skull that I cant even stand properly for the first 15mins. Tears rolling down my eyes , so embarassed that I have to close my face with my hands.
The fellow who kicked it do apologise but I was too painful at that state to even look at his face .
Head giddy but lucky nothing happen.
At night went to MILEHIGH party , its a theme party where everybody dressed up like pilot and air stewardess. Its abit boring in the beginning but getting fun nearing the end because we found our own spot to dance . At least its something fun to enlighten my day after the rugby incident.

• Thursday

Went to city to buy the cable , damn the cable cost me 20bucks heartpain but since it is the source of my life here so I got no choice but to buy it. After that went Bento for buffet , ate until so full. I weighed myself and realised that I had gained another kilo . gosh so fed up but duncare anymore since not much difference anyway...

• Friday

Came home after my interior class ,watched The Love os Siam with Virly . I cried afew times in the midst of the show , it is about 2 gay guy that love each other and has been friend since young . It is indeed very touching how such a deep love can develop under forbidden situation . Even a normal couple cant even love each other so deeply , totally overwhelmed by it . One of the scene showed the Christmas in Bangkok , which reminds me of my Bangkok trip and it did evoke some memories be it good or bad . Those are the times that we really show love to each other , it is so short but so memorable . Regardsless of what had happened , I still miss him badly and not sure when will this pain and miss be gone. I wonder whether if he still recalls the good time with me during our 8 mths relationship or the traces of me just faded in his memory as time passes. Emo strikes back ... maybe this emptiness in my heart need to be filled with something else ...I really dont know.

Part 2 : My birthday presents

Part 2- specially for you guys that gace me prezzie....Thanks alot i felt so loved =)

So at the night of my birthday , I received a surprise gift from my beloved fren aka hsemate ( Derrick, Vir, Aaron and Esther ). We were watching a movie for our elective in school that day , and as what i highly suspected they prepared a cake for me after e movie end .

Guess what? They want me to exercise!! Gave me a yoga set with the balls and video , the most hilarious part is the dumbell haha , its time to shake those fatty bon bon off.

My Tai Tai card . They just know me so well...soo ME!!!!! Haha

My beloved twin sister .

My Yoga KIT...video , yoga mat , rubber and balls

Finally...my presents came from Sydney..Thanks Yuvi, Andrew,Keeven and Lionel.

I lurveee the bag.Thankssssss

The dress chosen by Lionel and Yuvi...do I look in it?hehe

And others...snackss yay the sour worm , nail polishes and chocolates and browniess..

I really have memorable present and day for all the effort that my friends put.Thanks guyss!!!

My 23rd Birthday

Update is here ppl...haha kena warning already better do it fast hohoho THANK YOU PPL FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY MEMORABLE....

Last Thursday is my 23rd birthday...
Thought that it will be a boring one bcoz Im stucked at this place where birds dont fly and chicken wont lay eggs -ChengNgai's proverb

23rd July- Felt quite gloomy when I woke up ,weather damn cold....emo
No lesson but have to go school still later at night to watch movie for our Interior Project.
We watched "Stranger than Fiction " which is soo boring dat I felt asleep during the show.
11.45- My dear sister called and she is the 1st person to wish me "Happy Bday"even tho its before time. I saw Derrick and Jenson walked to toilet but didnt suspect anything because they
didnt bring anything on hand so went back the room without any suspicion.

Tralala..I was surprised!!! They sang bday song and bought me a cake.
And I got yoga set as birthday present yay they know I want to slimdown and encourage me to
exercise, How thoughtful they are =)